"...wE mUst bE thE chAnGe wE wiSh tO sEE iN thE wOrld..." K.G.


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Dog faceI’m back. oh wait, I live here. sorry, forgot. my mind has been weird like that all week.

Dog faceok my friends I am kicking myself in the ass to get me going on finding a job. I will make some calls today and see what happens, if anything. with the extra long recovery time I have had, I have slowly slipped into a place and into a person I do not like very much. I NEED to get back to working again.. gain my self worth back and swim in my own confidence. they are things which I need in my life.

Dog faceit’s pitiful that I have felt SO depressed that I don’t EVEN wanna be with ME. I actually did try to run away from myself but I caught up. much too quickly, I will add. where ever I go, there I am. that just made me smile, as that is a poster I bought a dear friend years ago, as she was like a sister to me.. and she is an alcohol and drug counselor and that was her fave saying. it’s such a cute picture by Mary Englebright.

Dog faceNO, we did not watch the super bowl. however, we did watch several hours of the “puppy bowl” on the animal planet channel. it was SO freeking cute.. it’s all puppies pretending to be football players and during halftime, it’s kittens.. we watch it every year. there’s a ref who is nearby and will throw red and yellow cloths into the puppies for fowls of being too cute or nipping, or tackling.. it’s just so creative and adorable.

Dog facewell it’s late of course.. I need to get to bed. tomorrow’s another day in paradise, as Phil Collins would say. goodnight friends.. thank you for caring about me and being supportive. it really does mean more than I can tell you.

Dog faceg’nite.



jo.irish.rose said...

i see u didnt go night night like you said, you baaaaaaaaad girl (like in the movie aladin) lol its ok, i was up till 3am too, watchin my big fat ugly greek wedding when i got drowsy and said, ehhh, to heck with this....night TV...! hope you call the doc today and the hospital...call me after and let me know....got me another wonderful migraine....so just laying around.

Jim said...

Happy hunting Chris! And so great to have you back with us crazy people! lol
Got to have those 'bad' times....otherwise how the hell can we appreciate the 'good' times?!

Busy Bee Suz said...

We all need a good ass kicking sometimes...and I am sure you will do a good job of it.
Where ever I go, there I am. Whether I like it or not. :)

ChiTown Girl said...

You better be careful, cuz one day, you're gonna open your front door, and I'm gonna be standing there to deliver that kick in the ass in person!!! That's how much I LOVE you, sista!

C said...

thanks everyone!