..sometimes when i think everything is going well
it hits me right between the eyes.
just like that.
I am no longer in the little bubble of content and hope that i have been residing in..
i have been hurled out into space and left to fend for myself.
that is how it feels to be me right now.
not enough oxygen.
did I say worry?
and helpless. that lovely little feeling that intensifies all reasoning and doubt.
nobody really cares because when it all boils down to it, I am alone.
all I CAN do is take myself to bed and sleep.
and hope that tomorrow is a better day.