yes it's been a few days maybe even a week since i have posted. i have been having family time with my sisters and kids, but i have also not been feeling too well. i see both my docs at the end of the month. so i have been layin low, takin' it slow, visiting with Jo, and feelin just so-so...
the weather has been hot here and tonight we had a good thunderstorm with very high winds so hopefully it cleaned out the mugginess and cooled things off a bit. we have the pool to keep us cool, so I'm not complaining.
we are watching alot of movies as me and my sister love that. i have been having lil flashes of my past enter my mind and taunt me... the fact that i am 54 has been making me feel SO old, and with my physical health problems it only adds to it. the older i am becoming, the less meat i am eating as it just gags me with a spoon, and the more i am feeling my life going by faster and faster all the time..
tonight, our other sister Denise came to swim and eat dinner with her MIL and daughter. as the storm hit, we were all in the living room watching the weather on TV and i can't pinpoint what triggered the memory but i had a body flashback of when i was being molested as a girl. it was really yucky and i tried to shrug it off but it was there and i did not like the way it made me feel, at all. i hate when that happens. and i don't want to talk about it with anyone in my family.
my niece has had another seizure this morning so her doc is starting her on medication. my sister has become so clingy with her that it's driving my niece crazy. but i know how i would feel if it were one of mine and I'd prolly be the same. a 14 year old just can't comprehend how much one worries as a mom.
our landlady has bought a new dishwasher and stove for us and will be installing it tomorrow night- yeah! can't wait cuz 2 of the burners on the stove haven't worked for a long time and neither does the dish washer. with all the cooking we do, it has been a challenge to make a whole meal. it's the lil things in life like a proper stovetop, that make me happy.
it's almost Friday!!!