"...wE mUst bE thE chAnGe wE wiSh tO sEE iN thE wOrld..." K.G.

11/18/2009

me, myself, & Irene..

3374438610_a2db36fc09_t at noon today i will find out if i need surgery on my arm. i am scared either way. my son Christopher has an allstate competition Friday in Lincoln and he will be first chair! if i have to have surgery, i will miss his concert. if i don't, Diane and i will take a lil road trip to Lincoln. i am SO proud of him. my other son Alex, has a heart of gold. he gave him spending money as Christopher will be in Lincoln for 3 days. so everything is up in the air at the moment. i am still sleeping in the chair in the living room. earlier today, Diane took me to have my compression brace adjusted as my arm was hurting more. the guy who "fixed" it tightened it too much and before we even got to the elevator to leave, my hand and arm was throbbing in more pain than i have been in, even the day i broke it. so i went back and he was rough with it, loosened it a little but it was still hurting. i had Diane adjust it in the car and he can go to hell in an egg basket. my feet are swollen, my whole left arm and hand is swollen... it looks like a water balloon and i cannot make a fist with it. i will see what that is all about as well in a few hours when i see the doc. i have been a bit down the last few days.. got into a difference of opinion with my daughter AGAIN. my sister who lives here is being a bitch about thanksgiving. i don't need this shit right now, ya know? sometimes i feel like just amputating the world and just focusing on my little world here. ewww, i am feeling nauseated, just took some vicodin... gotta go-

crp

8 comments:

Clippy Mat said...

i left my comment re today on the previous post but just in case i wanted to say, hope all goes well today and no surgery required.
fingers crossed.
i will come back to find out.
take care,
hugs )))))))))))

DysFUNctional Mom said...

I hope you don't need surgery, but if you do I hope you don't stress too much and just get busy healing.
xo

Chloie said...

You'll be in my thoughts and my prayers, honey... {hugs}

Busy Bee Suz said...

I hope you feel better soon and that you get your way with this arm situation. You have good kids..keep them in your little world and forget everyone else. :)
Hugs, Suz

Jill said...

Crossing my fingers and toes that you don't need surgery. ((hug))

Sounds like someone needs a knot jerked in their bum, seems like you have enough to deal with!

xoxo J

ChiTown Girl said...

Aw, sweety, my arm is throbbing in symapathy!! I hope you don't need surgery, but at the same time, I want them to fix you so you aren't in pain anymore!

I almost feel like the other shoe has dropped with your daughter. That's what I get for being so excited that you were all together for your birthday. :( I hope it works itself out, and soon!

Technodoll said...

C, what did the doctor say??

*prays for good news*

And what the hell is it with rough and uncaring health professionals?? wtf is wrong with this world?

* hugs * please keep us posted, i worry about you...

jo.irish.rose said...

tatoone, dont worry about thanksgiblets day, just have it for u and alex and christopher and di. invite friends, make it about you guys, if the buck cares to share it with u, tell her to go ask her friends!! geez...u know ur bird will be much better that hers anyway...and ur such a good cook, u can do it with one arm with di, and the boys will help. ask nicnac too, have a celebration at ur pad, just make the simple things, sweet taters, green bean cass, turkey, stuffing, and gravy. dont stress...it is supposed to be fun and relaxing....and quit taking the dang pain pills, they make me nauseated too. tell them u want stadol spray...it dont have that side effect, they gave me that for my mind grains. let them all eat crow, for petey's sake, have a party at YOUR house, just u and the kids, the ones there....and to heck with the rest!! let them know u dont need anyone to make or break ur day. dont let them know ur blue....then they have won...i hate that ur all laid up and swollen like roberta....i wish i was there to cook for u and make a special day....i love u and let me know the low down on the puffy arm! smoochies!!