"...wE mUst bE thE chAnGe wE wiSh tO sEE iN thE wOrld..." K.G.

7/19/2009

God Will Take Care of Moi.

i know many of you are worried about me due to my prior post. i just want you to know that although i have had to deal with a heartbreaking situation, i will be alright. i have been able to find my hope, faith, and strength once again. i will not allow anything to send me so far into the darkness again. i was in such pain and i did not want to go on. no, i was not suicidal.... but if you have ever been there, it's the first thought one has of a way out of the pain. its not that you want to die, actually.... you just want the pain to stop, and hope to appear. i was overwhelmed with sadness and pain, and lost my focus and direction. i am still working on that which sent me to the darkness and i know now i will come out into the light. god and i have been having alot of talks lately, and although i am not one to hear his voice speak to me, i do feel answers and i do know in my heart when things will be OK. that's enough for me right now. i will post more when i can. just wanted to update my bloggy friends.

crp

11 comments:

SkylersDad said...

Best wishes going out your way!

ChiTown Girl said...

I passed a church on the way home yesterday that had this familiar adage on its marquee - If God brings you to it, God will bring you through it. I thought it rather fit your current situation. I just hope, for your sake, he hurries! ;-) Love you, Girlfriend!

Busy Bee Suz said...

I am glad you are getting through your heartbreak....thinking of you and sending good thoughts.
Suz

Jason, as himself said...

I admit I was a bit worried, but I'm glad you're working through things. Best of luck in the coming days! We're here for you.

greg said...

Thank you for the update, I was def. concerned.

kimber p said...

so relieved to see that you're emerging from this despair C--as cliche as it sounds, sometimes we just really do have to 'let go and let God'.... hugs xooxxo

otin said...

Being depressed is a hard hole to climb out of, you cannot let every setback or dark day cause you to stop striving to be happy! Happiness is what you make it. My Mother calls me and says,"My life sucks, I go to work, and I come home, and my kids don't call me, all I do is work and watch TV." I told her,"Mom, you just described 95% of America!"

jo.irish.rose said...

tatoone, i love you with all my heart and wish i was there. i will call you again. sorry about all the emotion on the last one. but life can be hard. you are doing the right thing...God will see you through it. And on the other side, you will be the stronger for it. Je t'aime ma petite....muah....many many hugs and kisses, jojo

DysFUNctional Mom said...

I sure was hoping this post brought good news.
I totally understand what you mean about ending the pain. I have lost loved ones to suicide. Just know that there are people out there who care--you know that right?

J. Hi said...

I'm getting caught up today. With both boys home this summer I haven't had much computer time. Your last post made me so sad for you.

I am glad things are a bit better. But I will be saying some prayers for you anyway.

Clippy Mat said...

hey C: you are finding the light at the end of the tunnel. keep moving forward and you will get there.
thinking of you,
hugs
:-))