hi. it's just me, the lesbian internet surfer slut, doing what i do best on
here... which is blogsurf. i have come across a blog that could be me, my situation, and how i felt back in 1990, when my marriage was on it's last leg and i was trying to find myself. my heart goes out to her, as i read about her turmoil, struggles, and pain.... it takes me right back to my own. she even has a sidebar of the same music i listened to and loved. we could be twins in SO many ways. regardless, i feel so helpless as i want to protect her from the pain, but i cannot. it is that pain and process that will lead her to who she is and who am i to interfere with that. i'm just sayin, it's difficult to watch someone struggle when you have done so yourself, in similar ways.... ya know?
here... which is blogsurf. i have come across a blog that could be me, my situation, and how i felt back in 1990, when my marriage was on it's last leg and i was trying to find myself. my heart goes out to her, as i read about her turmoil, struggles, and pain.... it takes me right back to my own. she even has a sidebar of the same music i listened to and loved. we could be twins in SO many ways. regardless, i feel so helpless as i want to protect her from the pain, but i cannot. it is that pain and process that will lead her to who she is and who am i to interfere with that. i'm just sayin, it's difficult to watch someone struggle when you have done so yourself, in similar ways.... ya know?
God, be with her through her growth.
2 comments:
I do that a lot to, find blogs and read them only to read something that is so similar to what I experienced in my coming out process. I usually make an encouraging comment, but I have to pretty much force myself to not give all kinds of advice, because she really needs to make this journey on her own....but I think a little "heads-up" doesn't hurt though.. ;)
you are very wise, my friend.
C
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