"...wE mUst bE thE chAnGe wE wiSh tO sEE iN thE wOrld..." K.G.

1/29/2009

hi. it's just me, the lesbian internet surfer slut, doing what i do best on
here... which is blogsurf. i have come across a blog that could be me, my situation, and how i felt back in 1990, when my marriage was on it's last leg and i was trying to find myself. my heart goes out to her, as i read about her turmoil, struggles, and pain.... it takes me right back to my own. she even has a sidebar of the same music i listened to and loved. we could be twins in SO many ways. regardless, i feel so helpless as i want to protect her from the pain, but i cannot. it is that pain and process that will lead her to who she is and who am i to interfere with that. i'm just sayin, it's difficult to watch someone struggle when you have done so yourself, in similar ways.... ya know?
God, be with her through her growth.

CRP

2 comments:

kimber p said...

I do that a lot to, find blogs and read them only to read something that is so similar to what I experienced in my coming out process. I usually make an encouraging comment, but I have to pretty much force myself to not give all kinds of advice, because she really needs to make this journey on her own....but I think a little "heads-up" doesn't hurt though.. ;)

C said...

you are very wise, my friend.

C