...Tonight I am in an OK place for a change. I spent the day decorating my new apt. and will post pictures soon. Had a good kick in the ass earlier from a friend, (yes, I mean you, dear) and I needed it, and it felt good. I haven't felt good about anything in the past month. Thoughts of Diane still ruminate in my mind and heart... but I can notice a decrease in the pain level, from where it was before. So maybe a tiny bit of healing is tickling my innards. (of course, the hit man I hired to take her out helps a lil, too).
I have to work the next 4 days, well I should say evenings cuz I work 3pm to 1130pm. it'll keep me busy, specially since I just learned the 3rd and final program for my job. I'm told I'm doing very well and that feels delish.. and it doesn't give me gas..
I'm starting to get into a routine, slowly but never the less, a routine. I took out some frozen rainbow trout I had in the freezer to bake in the morning for my dinner tomorrow night at work. Think I'll make some roasted carrots and some rice too. Comfort food to me.
My sissy Jo left early Monday morning, don't remember if I mentioned it or not.. anyway, when she was here, we went to a few Goodwill's, as we love to do.. and I had to pQQp (of course I did, every frikkin time I go shopping) so I went into the ladies room. The lights in there came on as i walked in, I assume to save energy..
After a few mins of sitting on the throne, they went off and I was in the last stall in the pitch dark, and no one is coming in to turn that light back on. I bet I sat there 10 mins before I remembered I could call Jo cuz I had me phone in my bra. (pants had no pockets). So I called her, and asked her to let me out.. lol. so she did. but for some reason right now I'm almost pissing myself thinking of that.
I have a little friend that is coming to bed with me tonight... (it takes a small battery) hee hee. And I don't have to take it out to eat and a movie first, either... A cheap date is always good in my book.