Diane and i watched the funeral for Micheal Jackson today. it made me cry and it was SO sad. he was such a talented person. what i found the saddest is when they showed him singing at a young age, knowing now what was going on in his life privately back then, just makes me sick..... behind that beautiful little voice and the charisma it carried. every time i see his father i fill with rage and want to just eliminate him from humankind. everything he has said in the news since his death has been bullshit about "well now he will be worth more dead than he was alive.." what a cold hearted bastard. it's so sad that his childhood abuse led him to an early death. some say he was a monster, a freak, a child molester. well that is all between him and god.... which i am sure he has already faced... if you put that aside those accusations, he was a great humanitarian, a genius with music, writing, & dancing... and i am sad that he died. many songs of his have a memory of a time in my life that is special to me. and for that, i am grateful. i will miss him, and the unknown accomplishments he would have achieved had he not died. we will never know, now. people are being so mean, and judgemental.... why cant we just let him rest in peace....