an update on the current status of my situation.
inquiring minds wanna know.....
about 10 days ago, i was told i could no longer
work in that temporary job of sorting through
folders and labeling boxes with
Kama Sutra drawings on them.
apparently, my manager/boss was being charged
for my wages and it counted against her
productivity scores. as soon as this
was discovered, she no longer gave
her authority for me to work temporarily,
in another department. consequently,
i have been home on LOA,
gimpying around and getting paid for it.
i have also been attending physical
therapy 3 times a week. i feel like that is
helping my shoulder, however i still
have pain and burning, and weakness in that arm.
on 3-10 i see the doctor again for a check-up,
to reassess the condition of my rotator cuff,
and he will decide either to continue with
physical therapy, go back to work, or do surgery.
in the meantime, i am getting little things
done at home that i never seemed to find the
time to do, when i was working.
it's not like i have a DYSON to help me out......
all i have is a fucking hoover.
even the name sounds dirty.
hey, i can see your hoover from here....
or..... is that hoover i smell, or are we
just walking too fast....?
my daughter Emily and i have
we have been talking things out and
i have been seeing Julian, my grandson, quite a lot.
i don't know how long this hiatus with her will last,
but i am soaking it all in for the time being.
i am also trying to write my coming out
story, and having a terrible time doing so.
the words just aren't flowing.
which to me is a sign that this may
not be the right time to do so.
being a night shift nurse but now
having to function as a day person is
cornfusing the shit out of my internal clock.
i cant seem to sleep through the entire night
or go to bed at a decent hour.
even my intestinal elimination clock is fucked.
and that's not funny.
i am a girl who likes regularity....
daily scheduling...... the same old/same old....
routine defecation, ya know?
this unorganized shit is driving me crazy.
(pardon the pun) hahaha
aside from all things mentioned above,
I'm not doing too fucking bad, i must say.
if only i could hit the power ball once.
JUST ONCE i say.